During this pandemic 2.0 there is no going anywhere really and that’s okay. We have been running like chickens with our heads cut off for far too long.
It is happening I am becoming an old lady. This was always my goal. I want to see myself totally gray eyelashes and all.
The concept fills me with such peace… I must admit that the process has speed up since Joseph’s death…the absence of hope does age one prematurely. This is something new that I have learned. Heartbreak is very heartbreaking. I live on though and today is a good day. It’s Friday and the sun is shining hotly. Tonight is Billy Baroo’s with everyone… I am in a New York state of mind…
I spoke to Mom today, she worries about me so do I sometimes…but not today…Today I am old, graying and just fine.
My number is S141 they are on S136. One thing you learn to do in old age is be patient…enjoy yourself as time tip toes on by.

