PROBABILITY

How to make decisions that are good ones? I used to make decisions based on “my gut” feelings. My gut was not a good decision maker. Why? Because it was formed in a very toxic, low, petty and vile environment – uncivilized.

So, what’s next? Jesus?

Sure, I used the holy scriptures to make decisions…it has proved lacking. How? The bible is written where every person is an adult. There are not a set of commandments for adults vs. commandments for children. There are not a set of commandments based on race, sex, height or weight either for that matter. The bible is written as if everyone is exactly the same except this one is chosen by God and this one is NOT.

We are all the same. All physical aspects are irrelevant. Humility is based on acceptance of the vessel: When he found himself in the form of a man – he humbled himself.

We can “feel” however we feel yet all galaxy inhabitants look to see IF the soul that is sinning if it itself will die. What is the probability that the soul will sin by resisting the vessel it has been assigned?

P(A\B) – Does Bayes have an answer?

What are the changes of the soul itself dying? Based on historical data, if the soul ALWAYS humbles itself no matter the form…then will it this time? The law of averages assures us that if the soul has always been humble then the moment is soon where it will resist and sooner than later.

The goal of statistics is not to perform numerous formulas but to UNDERSTAND the data. If one can gain UNDERSTANDING then decisions will be more thoughtful and correct.

Will they? Is this a rational conclusion to assert?

For example, I am not a “dog person” however, I have lived with a dog for eight years. What is the probability that I will relinquish this dog? Will this dog be happier with a “dog person”? Will this dog be happier with a “dog person” in California over Oregon?

Who knows? Who can possibly know? Why? The variations, that’s why you can never know nor truly understand. Oh yes, I see you making that smug, scientific face. Who do you think you are after all??

Know this: Even when you finally get a “handle” on your decision making chaos theory or poetic justice will show herself!

In the end of probability and understanding, I have decided to just live and live the best life I can. Life is NOT just about pleasure although a Parisian would disagree with me. Life is not about going with the flow, although an Italian would take exception to that…In the end of probability and understanding life goes on.

All of my professors are going to die someday. I will stand near their graves in any sort of weather and wonder if the soul that was in that vessel now deactivated is yet alive or has it died because it sinned. What is the ultimate sin?

To me, the ultimate sin is never to have loved or been loved. I am not a “dog person” but my dog affords me one certainty: I get to show love to her by spending a million dollars in treats and picking up her poop several times a day. In reciprocal manner, I afford her the opportunity to show me love by her wagging her little tail when I come through the door; EVERY time I come through the door.

Meanwhile, I take my classes, do laundry, process email requests…I keep on living life and when this vessel is deactivated – the soul that is who I really am will go on living and not die. See you around!