I hated myself
Because I came from you
I hated myself
For everything you failed to do
How desperate you are
How pathetic you are
What was done to you
Because you didn’t pull through
Because you are a coward and a freak
I hated myself because I came from you
I hate your family
I hate your friends
I hate your gold teeth
And your big feet
That you smell like a sewer
I hate you
I hate myself
Because I came from you
I needed you to be more
So I could worship you
But you couldn’t be GOD for me
GOD is better than you
GOD made you in a way that I could never worship you
GOD SAVED ME
GOD HELPED ME
GOD LOVES ME
GOD LOVES YOU TOO
Through every flaw
With every scar
I have learned to love that only GOD IS GOD
I no longer hate myself
I no longer hate you and everything about you
I still want you to die….
One day at a time
One day I won’t wish you would die.
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