I Do Not Care Anymore

I came in trying

I did

I came in caring

I did

I came in hoping for another chance

I did

I was going to correct every wrong

Love for real and go back home

That was my goal when I came here

It was

But now I see this is a whole new life

A new interation

I am a different route

I am in a different life

I don’t have to care anymore

I don’t have to be whom I was before

This is a different part of my journey

This is a differesnt look, a different incarnation

I am no longer who I used to be

I burned those clothes and returned that key

I am into my next journey

And here

I don’t have to care anymore

I am not a caretaker

I don’t have to care anymore

I am not responsible for anyone else

I don’t have to care anymore

Every tub sits on it’s own bottom

Every soul must make it’s own path

God has no grandchildren

And I have no more pearls for dogs

No pigs to put any rings on anymore

I took care of all my responsibilites

I did MORE than was tasked to me

I have dined with kings

And suffered fools

I don’t have to care anymore

So I don’t

I have laid that burden down

I have laid that burden down

I have laid anxiety down

I have laid stress down

I have laid worry down

Because

Finally

I don’t care any more

Do whatever you do

Reap what you sow

Come through!

It’s time

It”s time

I have let go it’s true

Coletha does not care anymore

Elohim will do what Elohim will do

I thank Elohim for helping me move

I don’t care anymore

This is God’s will I am supposed to do

I have no more burdens

I have nothing to prove

I am in love and beloved

It’s what I knew

I wanted to share all God’s Glory

It’s true

But I can’t and I won’t

I will

Let go of you

And all of the drama that comes with you

All the gaslighting

Manipulations

Schemes

Lies too

I am through with all that

I am through with you

I don’t have any hope or prayers for you

I don’t care anymore

I feel totally cool

This is my destiny

What I am meant to do

I was never supposed to care about you

I accept that now

I let go of you

I don’t care anymore about you.