The Critic was everything in the pas. Jay Sherman was hilarious! Today being a year beyond a former business man presidential administration and a global pandemic I just feel sick to my stomach…
He who must not be named even created Space Force! It’s unbelievable. It’s surreal. Is this karma on a federal level?
I. Am. Demoralized.
To imagine a repeat of the fiasco we endured from 2016 – 2020 is a tragedy of biblical proportions. Somehow President Biden must assuage this looming catastrophe and I know how – Executive Orders.
The George Floyd bull must be enacted. The anti lynching bill must be enacted. The voting rights bill must be enacted.
Fair housing, credit, and criminal justice must enacted. Reparations for descendants of Black American slaves must be enacted.
The constant attacks medically, financially, industrially, and civilly upon Black Americans must be STOPPED.
As COP26 fast approaches there is no sustainability or carbon neutrality with the current war against Black people. All the Viking ways have caught up to our world globally and once again the curtain is going down on all cancerous cells upon those who are determined to destroy themselves utterly and completely.
I think of my great great grandparents and how they believed everyone that God wakes up should be treated fairly. I bless them for the wonderful people that they were but God knows the hearts of men.
As the rulers of today scramble to keep all the plates spinning the effort is failing. It looks like universal law governs us all after all.
I want everything to work out because I am my great grandparents legacy however, I accept that once you painted yourself into a corner there’s no where to go,.. You have to accept your mistake and wait for that paint to dry or else ruin all your hard work. It’s a hard lesson to learn.
Maybe it’s all predestined. Maybe America never had a chance from the moment they forced the first Black into slavery. Maybe that’s why they could not stop and have gotten worse and worse and worse.
New York’s Wall Street, that’s where it started so now is that where it will all end? America ends at the beginning? Utter destruction – I feel Putin has known this all along the plight of American Blacks would bring the USA to complete desolation…In all his criticism against America he always states America’s treatment of Black Americans. The whole world knows. Not only did America enslave Black people but abused them, slandered them, raped them, stole from them, lynched them, fills the jails with them, experiments on them, do not demand justice for them… and has done this for YEARS.
That’s a lot. This reckoning that is happening is before the entire galaxy. Despite generations of hope and faith by Black Americans there is nothing more to do but let our White fellow citizens go. What is happening must come to pass and perhaps no reparations can save them now.
Nineveh listened to Jonah and was saved however there was no saving Babylon the Great.
I can’t believe that I am alive to witness this fall. Being raised as a Jehovah’s Witness Armageddon was to happen in 1975. I sold New World Translations and held Bible studies. I attended 7 meetings a week. I left and had three sons on my own and buried one son. I have 8 grandchildren of my own and 1 daughter in law whom I love as a daughter. It’s the year 2022 of our Lord and I have witnessed many things…
I saw Enron implode. I saw the twin towers disintegrate in New York City. I saw my sons become men. I have seen the little faces of the next generation. I have been homeless. I have owned stocks and treasury bonds. I have ran for city council and sat on many boards. I have lived and worked in Baghdad and traveled the world. I have slept in countries where my people were not enslaved. I have dreamed dreams and spoke of many, many things. The wisdom of the ancients have been shared with me and the benevolence of olde world spirits have soothed and comforted me.
I have listened to the melancholy tales of Ernest Hemingway and been drawn into Jerusalem’s Lot by Stephen King. I have lived in the era of J.K. Rowling and been in the presence of DeRay Davis and David Chapelle.
I have driven from Houston to Seattle to Salt Lake City and back. I have stood among the mountains in Montana and walked my dog Kitten in Yosemite National Park. I have dipped my feet in the Rio Grand River and the ancient Euphrates River. I have bathed in the Dead Sea and said my prayers on her banks.
I have stood in the old world as lighting flashed all around me in a storm without one raindrop. I have sat in Atlanta’s International Airport as Hurricane winds lashed and hurled itself in rage against the city.
I have been submerged in the depths of sorrow and soared as high as a raptor upon the wings of pure joy. I have seen the face of Jehovah in the faces of my sons. I have seen the Grace and Majesty in the kindness of strangers, even Texas State Troopers.
I know what it feels like to have your family mean evil for you but YahWeh make it all good. I know this personally. I also know what it’s like to want someone to do what’s right to save their own life and have them laugh in your face. They cannot be saved. They cannot be helped. They are doomed. You have to leave them to their own karma.
When I was a child my mother and my little sister and brother were drowning in Galveston. They had stepped into a drop off near the pier. I went into the water to help them. When they got out of the water they left me to die. They would not risk their lives to save me…They left me to die. I came out of that water because though they left me to die Jehovah did not. Jehovah brought me out.
When Joe Biden was sworn in as President on January 20, 2021 I wept with hope for my country. When Kamala Harris was sworn in as the First Black Woman Vice Resident it made me feel that perhaps Jehovah would spare America.
Now one year gone and the pandemic rages on. I have barely heard anything from Kamala and only recently has Uncle Joe “came to himself”, who he used to be when he was Vice President to President Barack Obama. I understand what the Obama Presidency set out to do…provide safety to the LGBT community as many of them were truly behind the scenes of America’s good. Yes, it is true. It is also a fact that as wonderful as Langston Hughes and James Baldwin were J. Edgar Hoover was pure evil.
What else can I say except when Donald J. Trump took Melanie and Baron out of Washington D.C. I sobbed with abject relief that this horror had ended.
Everything comes to an end. A great end is upon us now and it has been a long, long time coming. Whatever happens I will stand still and see the Glory of ELOHIM. For so long I have begged for decency and dignity. For years I pleaded for integrity and humility. Now, I will be silent as the 7 bowls of God’s wrath is poured out upon the Earth. I will keep oil in my lamp. I will run and not faint.
For my eyes will see YAHWEH fight for my people and I myself shall be silent. Whom ELOHIM has marked for destruction will not be saved. My soul will not mourn for them.
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