I have decided

Every day I live my life

I have made a decision

You don’t love me

So I decided

I will have a great life anyway

You don’t respect me

It’s okay

I have self-respect anyway

I have decided

You don’t want me in your life

I want me in my own life

I have decided

So it’s okay

Do what you want

Say what you would say

It’s totally okay

I have decided

Why?

I want myself

Others want me

Instead of shackled to you

I can live free

And be around persons

Who truly adore me

They make my dreams come true

Something I wouldn’t do with you

All the times I thought you were lonely

You needed someone to be satanic to

As a deer pants after water

You pant after Lucifer

Never knowing that Lucifer

Pants after Yahweh

Even so, it’s okay

I live my life and loves anyway

I decided.

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Published by MsColetha

Coletha has several years of experience in communications and marketing for nonprofit organizations including her own. She specializes in writing and public speaking as she enjoys sharing her experiences and knowledge with others as well as volunteering: • Licensed WA State Life Insurance Agent 2018 – 2020 • Appointed Board Member - City of Tukwila 2016 – 2017 • City Council Candidate Position 5 – 2017 Elections • Appointed Precinct Committee Officer 2013 - 2017 • Administrative Specialist V - Texas, (Camp Victory) 2008 – 2009 • Published Author – Seattle, WA 2007 -2015 • Blogger, Remote 2006- Present

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