She was pregnant
When he
Knocked her to the bed
There she lay on her back
There he sat astride her
On her chest
Crushing her breasts
Smooshing her lungs
As he
Pounded her face
Over
And
Over
And
Over
I stood at the door
Frozen forever at that moment
My older brother
And me
Frozen
Screaming
Silent
Alive
Yet Dead
Who we were
Died
In that moment
On a summer morning
At Mallow 5112
Her home
Our house
Where he destroyed
Our lives
And poisoned
The twins in her womb
This monster
Who we were supposed to call Dad
Was evil
Was bad
A murderer of families
A destroyer of life
A killer of dreams
His name
Jessie Harold Hosea.
The pregnancy yielded
Mary Ann Hosea- Mayo
and
Michael Hosea
She is a neo-natal nurse and he is an inmate for murder in the state of Texas.
The progeny of evil incarnate.
The Hosea Family
She
She gave birth to those twins
Her mother drowned
She inherited money and property
She paid off his credit
He bought a house with his GI bill
She could have bought the house herself with her money
She didn’t need him
She married the monster
He stole from his employer
He got a business loan
Using Coletha and Tony’s inheritance
As collateral
He defaulted on the loan
Coletha’s and Tony’s inheritance was gone
Domestic Violence continued
He pulled a gun on her one night
He saved her oldest daughter, Coletha, from drowning
He taught her oldest son, Tony to rebuild alternators
She kept Carolyn, Mary Ann, and Michael with her
They learned how to be just like her
Bruised, battered, victimized, and used
Regina came every weekend – she was Jessie’s child
Darlene moved in for a while
She was another child of Jessie
It was Hell in every way
It was Hell every day
Fights, beatings, kicked out onto the streets
Momma, Tony, Carolyn, and me
Grandmommy would NOT keep
Funny Michael and Mary
So strange yet so scary
He stayed with her until her inheritance money
Was all gone…
Then he moved with another woman with a house full of children
He took the twins with him
They were raped, molested, drugged
Surrounded by thugs…
Jessie wanted Mary Ann to be like Coletha – she could never
Jessie wanted Michael to be like Tony – he could never
Never accepted
Never loved
Scarred in vitro
Used, reused, and discarded
Brain-damaged
Faking normal
Liars, connivers, manipulators, tyrants
Well, of course
What else would the progeny be
I tried to be kind to these entities
They betrayed me
Lied on me
I cut ties
Thus this
Pregnancy
Is finally
ABORTED.

